Steven A. Jent

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Conestoga Sunrise

Rise, my love, before the others wake.

Slip away and watch the morning break.

The dew is cold, but you won’t mind, there’s something you must see.

The virgin light may offer us a sign of what’s to be,

So come with me.

 

Look ahead to mountains weeks away.

Here it’s dark, but there they’ve found the day.

We could wander ever west to where those mountains lie:

Every day a different land, each night a different sky.

We’re bound to try.

 

Can’t you hear the ancient frontier song,

Charging us to always move along.

Like the ones before we’re in a tale that’s never done.

We will take it where we can, until our time is gone,

Then pass it on.

 

It’s not new to be afraid of Time.

Won’t it help to make your journey mine?

I don’t believe a tale must be a sad one to be true.

It’s never been like me, and now I know it’s not like you.

You love me too.

 

 

Can It Be So Surprising?

Can it be so surprising that your laugh, just your laugh,

Turns my day to a day and a half?

 

You come from nowhere and sit on my knee with a plea, “Sing to me.”

Before long there’s a song, or two, or three.

 

You’ll be older and ask why we led you so far from what you are,

And you’ll know, when you grow it leaves a scar.

 

We were all once as simple as you, but all the same the changes came.

And like you we never knew who to blame.

 

 

I Cut Out My Baby’s Heart

Well, I’m just a workin’ man, so of course I joined the Klan.

I came home late from a meetin’ one fateful night.

I caught my baby sackin’ with my very own Grand Dragon.

Well, his ass is a draggin’ now ‘cause I put him right.

I got out my carvin’ knife (I had to do it),

And I carved away that feller’s life (I knew I’d rue it).

Then I cut out my baby’s heart and I beat it with a tire tool.

 

She got up in surprise with terror in her eyes.

She said, “No, no, this ain’t the way it looks.”

She played me for a fool ‘cause I never ever finished school,

But things like that you just don’t learn in books.

I got out my squirrel gun (I had to get it),

And I shot the nuts right off that son of a gun (I knew I’d regret it).

Then I cut out my baby’s heart and I beat it with a tire tool.

 

The sheriff he came next day and he carried me away,

And now I’ll get the chair here in Folsom Prison.

But though I sit here in the pen, you know I’d do it all over again, my friend,

‘Cause that two-timin’ gal was mine, not his’n.

I got out my choppin’ ax (I had to use it),

And I gave that lowdown skunk forty good whacks (I thought the law would excuse it).

Then I cut out my baby’s heart,

I ate up every little part (hidin’ the evidence),

I cut out my baby’s heart and I beat it with a tire tool.

 

 

The Scarlet Pimpernel

I wish that we were meant to see

What is and isn’t meant to be.

If you can’t see that I’m in love, I think I ought to go.

It took so long to write this song.

I’m still not sure it’s right or wrong.

I have so much I want to say, but you don’t want to know.

 

We’ve loved a while in our odd style,

And I’ve been glad to make you smile.

Sometimes I thought I’d reached your heart, but I could never tell.

They seek him here, they seek him there.

Those Frenchies seek him everywhere.

Is he in Heaven or in Hell, that damned, elusive Pimpernel?

 

 

Sigh

A friend of mine says the world’s on fire, and it’s never going to rain.

And it’s worthwhile to be a liar or anything else that pays.

I told him I’d been there before, and it’s no place to remain.

 

While one of us remains alive,

Then surely we shall all survive.

After this, all else becomes a sigh.

 

I’ve been told too many times that there’s nothing to believe.

But you and I can make the garden real before we leave.

It’s left to us to sow the joy, we’ve had enough of grief.

 

 

The Children Who Don’t Speak

Don’t try to read his barren face.

His mind has found a secret place.

He’s of the children who don’t speak,

And your heart will only break

To see him staring into space.

 

No light can find a way inside

The captive world behind his eyes.

He’s of the children who don’t smile,

He’ll always be the distant child,

Silent til the day he dies.

 

What thoughts he has are his alone.

He cannot come, I cannot go.

He’s of the children who don’t play,

And I’ll never hear him say

That he loves me, but I know.

 

 

She’ll Come Upon You

She’ll come upon you barely in time,

When you’re in need of a positive sign.

She’ll take your somber, favorite airs

And brush them away with the thought that she cares.

 

She’ll come upon you walking at night.

She’ll try to draw you into her light.

She will console you til she understands

You’re happy to suffer joy at her hands.

 

Yesterday you thought she’d never find you,

Lonely when you had no right to be.

She was always standing right behind you,

Hoping you would turn around and see.

 

She’ll find within you a measure of fear.

You’ll want to run with the moment so near.

You know some sorrow may come of this day,

But denying what’s in you was never your way.

 

 

Madame Soleil

All the sunlight in her heart dances laughing in her eyes:

Eyes that see the things to come, the past and future all as one,

Eyes that notice so much more than mine.

 

Are these wings I see or arms? Not an angel, still she flies

To places no one else may know, where she leaves the world below,

And leaves me here to wait another time

 

Until Madame Soleil comes to play, and with her comes the Sun,

Until the doors of soft and silence gather her away.

 

We may meet from time to time to share the secrets that we find.

To know that life and change are one, not to be but to become.

She only stays to seek another sign.

 

And then Madame Soleil goes her way, and with her goes the Sun,

And the doors of soft and silence close another day.

 

 

There Will Be Times

Goodbye, goodbye. It’s time to dim the light.

A friendship ends, and what can make it right?

There will be times, there will be times,

When you’ll wonder alone in the night.

 

The fate that waits for all that might have been

Can shake the faith of any who has seen.

And there were times, remember the times,

We still thought the truth was as fair as the dream.

 

Alone I’ve known too many empty dawns.

So why do I forgive and still hold on?

I’ll find the time in my lifetime

For love once more before it is gone.

 

 

If I Knew You

If I knew you, which I hardly do,

I’d say that you have dreams worth waiting for.

But in my own way I have tried to say,

“Yes, I’d like to be your friend, but do not ask for more.”

 

Love takes its own course; it will not be forced.

But when you need it most, it will be there.

It will bring you peace when, at last, someone sees

All you’ve held within your heart, hoping you could share.

 

I try not to care whether life is fair,

Or ask myself what I will never know.

It’s a fine day, so just come out and play,

And concentrate on where we are, not where we have to go.

 

 

The Voices From Before

When you listen in the darkness for the voices from before,

Do you think you hear the echoes from beyond the closing door?

When you read the stars and planets, do they offer any guide?

Can you look into the world that’s waiting on the other side?

 

In the moonlight men have labored on paper and in stone.

Now the ravens haunt their chambers and their secrets lie unknown.

There were gentle men who told us that the truth would make us free;

Now the catacombs have led them to a world we cannot see.

 

Do you think you hear them calling? Do they tell you not to fear?

Do your pentagrams and candles make it easier to hear?

There are questions we will ask in vain til one of them returns,

But the most important answers are the easiest to learn:

 

Every person is a lesson.

Every lesson is a blessing.

Every blessing is a message.

But the message leaves you guessing at the truth.

 

 

Whisper

Where are you going? When will you know?

Will the game that we’re playing ever end?

The searching and waiting began long ago.

Mysterious lady, don’t vanish again.

 

I lay back and listened one quiet night,

And the earth as it turned was all I could hear.

And above me the stars were all turning in time

As they danced to the music of the spheres.

 

Then I heard your footsteps passing so near.

I called out behind you, “Are you the one?”

You whispered an answer that I couldn’t hear.

A whisper from darkness, and you were gone.

 

 

Versailles

The sun you see settling low

Set the same upon Versailles.

Just like you, years ago

Louis watched and wondered why.

 

Cool and still the stars appeared,

A chandelier of dying light.

He could feel the end, he feared,

Of life and love in endless night.

 

Every day must end the same:

The sun returning to whence it came,

From Time’s beginning to times unnamed.

 

The king walked back to take his bed.

He stopped and gazed a moment more.

He sighed again and bowed his head

And lightly closed the gilded door.

 

 

Come Back to the King

You’ve been wandering alone in the Valley of Doubt,

And you’re beginning to wonder if you’ll ever find your way out.

You want to be strong and make it on your own.

But someday you’ll see that none of us can do it alone.

 

Come back to the King, and He’ll take your part.

All you have to bring is a humble heart.

Come back to the King. You know that He cares.

He’s been listening to all of your prayers.

 

You’re standing on the edge of the depths of sin,

And it’s easy going down, but it’s hard climbing up again.

You’re standing on the brink of that slippery slope,

But no matter what happens, you never have to give up hope.

 

Come back to the King. He’ll be waiting for you.

It’s the easiest thing you could ever do.

Come back to the King, and find perfect love.

Shelter under the wing of that pure white Dove.

 

You’re driving yourself to needless pain.

You’ve got the world to lose, but your soul to gain.

You need to find something worth living for.

Come back to the King, and let Him open the door.

 

Come back to the King. All your pain will be eased.

You can drink from the spring of infinite peace.

Come back to the King, back where your belong,

And let your heart sing that eternal song.

 

 

One for the Road

I can't believe I've killed another night in this damn bar.

I'll have one for the road, and then I'm gonna look for my car.

That guy in the mirror doesn't know this face he sees.

Can't a man finish his drink in peace?

Hell, no, you ain't takin' my keys.

 

Give me one for the road.

Don't say I can't have any more.

Pour me one for the road.

I've always made it home before.

 

When I was a young man, I thought I'd make it to the top.

Then my troubles began, and they just never seemed to stop.

My life ain't turnin' out the way I thought it would be.

All my dreams are just a memory.

Everything happens to me.

 

Give me one for the road.

This ain't what I deserve.

I need one for the road

Just to steady my nerve.

 

I've gone through too many cigarettes and way too much booze.

But look at me now, and tell me what I've got to lose.

Today is hopeless, and the future don't look so sweet.

But I can tell myself I've got it beat

When I'm out on the street.

 

Give me one for the road.

Nobody cares how I feel.

But I still own the road

When I'm behind the wheel.

 

Give me one for the road.

Don't worry, I'll be all right.

But if you're on the road,

You better drive real careful tonight.

 

 

Something Good

Why does every mountain have to be so steep?

Why must every river be so wide?

All your darkest valleys won't always seem so deep.

Something good will come into your life.

Something good will come into your life.

 

You were always searching, hoping you could see

Why so many wishes were denied.

You will find them waiting just where you should be.

Something good will come into your life.

Something good will come into your life.

 

All the times you have tried

To give others the love that you have felt inside.

All the good that you do,

One day you will find it coming back to you.

 

When you think you're losing every dream you own

And your hopes have all been tossed aside,

When your need is greatest, you won't be alone.

Something good will come into your life.

Something good will come into your life.

Something good will come into your life.

 

 

A Little Romance

There are things we can do, like dinner for two

Or a walk through the great outdoors.

They're romantic, all right, but not like the sight

Of my slippers next to yours.

 

We can mingle our lips, pausing only for sips

Of a rare, exquisite wine.

Though it means a great deal, there's a special appeal

In your slippers next to mine.

 

We can murmur of our eternal love,

And pledge it with a kiss.

But it wouldn't be the same to me

If not for this domestic bliss.

 

Oh, I understand there are foreign lands

We should see when we are able.

But my favorite view is seeing you

Across the breakfast table.

 

We can put the top down and go cruising around

On a dreamy moonlit ride.

What I look for each night when I turn out the light

Is our slippers side by side

 

 

 

Rich Sons of Bitches

Do you ever wonder? Does it ever seem strange

When you work so hard, but nothing seems to change?

There are things going on that you never see.

It's all in the hands of people like me.

It's been this way since a long time ago:

The rich sons of bitches are running the show.

 

We buy whatever we want. We do whatever we please.

We burn a barrel a day in our SUVs.

You may think we're greedy, but we don't want a lot—

Just another Ferrari, another 90-foot yacht

With a waterfront villa in Monaco.

The rich sons of bitches are running the show.

 

This Golden Rule business just never gets old;

We make all of the rules 'cause we've got all of the gold.

But the thing that thrills what's left of our souls

Is having our fingers on all the controls.

It really is good to be the CEO.

The rich sons of bitches are running the show.

 

We never worry what's legal. We never worry what's fair.

We never worry at all, 'cause we really don't care.

We know people get hurt by the things we do,

But we don't give a fuck what happens to you.

We always sell high, and we always buy low.

The rich sons of bitches are running the show.

 

The rich sons of bitches are running the show.

The rich sons of bitches are running the show.

This extravagant lifestyle is all we know,

So we're robbing your nest egg to feed our cash flow.

Whatever it takes to keep the status quo.

The rich sons of bitches are running the show.

 

 

Celtic Lament

There’s a ship sailing this evening.

Where it’s bearing me, who can tell?

There is one who knows I am leaving,

But she’ll not be saying farewell.

 

Many the days that we treasured,

Many the nights we were one.

I thought those days were forever.

Now, she says, those days are done.

 

There are hearts hard as a mountain.

There are longings deep as the sky.

There are sorrows beyond counting.

It is not for us to know why.



All words and music copyright © 1975–2010 Steven A. Jent